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When I was young
And my mom left my dad
He told me, hun
I think you’re wrong so you’ll be damned
‘Cause don't you know
There's no hate like christain love
What a cliché
But hey it fits like a glove
And all my life
He posted names on my back
The wasted time
And all the love he really lacked
‘Cause I’m different
So everyone send me to hell
‘Cause what you don’t know
Really scares you I can tell
You keep pushin’, pushin’ me away
You keep judgin’, judgin’ everyday
You keep pushin me, pushin’ me away
I must be evil, and you must obey
Satanic bitch
Burning sage and shooting up
Summon demons
Then drink all night, pour me a cup
What's in your head, has to be the only truth
‘Cause you don’t like me
And you don't think that that’s abuse
You’re missing out, ‘cause lots of people get my love
My arms are open, when you decide to open up
You keep pushn’, pushin’ me away
You keep judgin’, judgin’ everyday
You keep pushin’ me, pushin’ me away
I must be evil, and you must obey
Unaccepting, judging, hating
Always proving me wrong
The person you're convinced I am, doesn’t exist at all
When I was young I played along, ‘cause I couldnt see through your walls
My individuality broke you down, can't come around
Now you've pushed me away, you’re unwound
You keep pushn’, pushin’ me away
You keep judgin’, judgin’ everyday
You keep pushin’ me, pushin’ me away
I must be evil, and you must obey
You keep pushn’, pushin’ me away
You keep judgin’, judgin’ everyday
You keep pushin’ me, pushin’ me away
I must be evil, and you must obey
WINTER'S GOLD
You’re the one
The day we met you know you caught my eye
But the other guys wanted to have a try
But the only one for me is you, how taboo
They tried everything to pull you away
Don’t you know you should be afraid?
Next up to bat, the ones you wouldn’t think
Must be fun to judge me, drag me, trash me
Maybe next time, get to know me before you make up your mind
It won’t be me who ends up all alone
You shoulda known
You’re the one who turns winters gold
I’ve never felt this kind of love, I might just explode
Yeah, you’ve never put a doubt in my mind
The stars can’t shine
‘Cause your bright green eyes absorb the light
Enchanting baby, can’t believe you’re mine
You’re the one I keep running to
Always been you
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve had my problems too
Came from abuse, and I had nothing to lose
They all told me that it’s normal to fight
That’s not right
Manipulation and good ole gas light
It came from everywhere in my life
It seemed like we were destined to split
Cut the shit
My momma’s glad I found such a good man
She thought I’d never have support again
Power couple, super hero shit
We did it
You’re the one who turns winters gold
I’ve never felt this kind of love, I might just explode
Yeah, you’ve never put a doubt in my mind
The stars can’t shine
‘Cause your bright green eyes absorb the light
Enchanting baby, can’t believe you’re mine
You’re the one I keep running to
Always been you
You’re the one who turns summers hot
It feels good to be everything that they’re not
Who were the ones who tried to stop us?
Oh well, I forgot
‘Cause I spent every day with you by my side
Enchanting baby, can’t believe you’re mine
You’re the one I keep running to
Always been you
Ugly
Always coming at me
Slow down
I’m tryna be in my own world right now
I had no idea, Just how
Ugly you could be both inside and out
You gave me your affection
I played nice
Gave me your attention
Till you change your mind
The clock struck at midnight
Then I saw your bad side
And I know what I’m worth these days
I pity those who caught your gaze
And I know what I’m worth these days
I pity those who caught your gaze
Now you're on your knees and beggin’
But you’re the one who threw up your fists
Abuse bitch go vanish
From my life
Now that I’m filled with confidence
I thought that I was gonna die
All those nights you yelled and lied
And I know what I’m worth these days
I pity those who caught your gaze
I know you don’t deserve me yeah
I’m a dime a dozen yeah
And you were never worthy no
You really had no mercy no
You used to make me feel rich
Manipulation’s a bitch
Narcissist thinking, Im bewitched
And I was scared to commit
Yeah, it is you who’s unfit
Why don’t you just grow up and admit it
I see you’ve really declined
Now that I’m in my prime
I know you’ll get what’s coming in time
I thought that I was gonna die
All those nights you yelled and lied
And I know what I’m worth these days
I pity those who caught your gaze
I know you don't deserve me yeah
I’m a dime a dozen yeah
And you were never worthy no
You really had no mercy no
And I am my own person I
Don’t need you in my life
You only held me back for years
I’m glad I’ve grown without you dear
Bunny
Baby
you're so cute in your sequin top and maybe
this summer you can take it off and you say
You’re too young you’re pushin’ your luck, you’re crazy
But I can't give up that easily
Kiss me by the ocean one more time and I won’t ask for more
I’ll hold your hand, it’s okay
I know you’re not sure
This time, all right, I won’t let you go
Oh no, this time, I’ll keep you mine forever
Rectify the stars
Oh honey
I know the last time was fucked up and
Bunny
I know I’m runnin’ out of luck it’s funny
But I’ve really cleaned up
And I know you kinda hate me but I'm better
Somewhat
Kiss me by the ocean one more time and I won’t ask for more
I’ll hold your hand, it’s okay
I know you’re not sure
This time, all right, I won’t let you go
Oh no, this time, I’ll keep you mine forever
Rectify the stars
All these chances
They’re getting pretty tired
And all of my advances
They’re runnin’ down the wire
And our romance is somethin’ you can’t deny
Oh tell me to my face
That its not worth the chase
Kiss me by the ocean one more time and I won’t ask for more
I’ll hold your hand, it’s okay
I know you’re not sure
This time, all right, I won’t let you go
Oh no, this time, i’ll keep you mine forever
Rectify the stars
Kiss me by the ocean one more time and I won’t ask for more
I’ll hold your hand, it’s okay
I know you’re not sure
This time, all right, I won’t let you go
Oh no, this time, i’ll keep you mine forever
Rectify the stars
I Don't Love You Anymore
You used to love me like the sun
You never let go of that grudge
You used to love me like those jeans you wore in 1981
And girl you’re so beautiful
But those crazy eyes they match your soul
I know you thought you had me controlled
With just a wink and a smile that glows
If I could turn around, take that time back
But we can’t have it all, isn’t that right?
You said,
I don’t love you anymore
Grow up, dumb whore, resent me more
Waste of space, I know more
Take a long look in the mirror, the fault is yours
And I was like,
God damn, lighten up, you’re fucking brutal buttercup
Do you ever stop to think what I do doesn’t revolve around you?
It’s just a little tattoo
Convince your friends you’ve really made some progress
Don't they know that, yeah, you’re feeling so blessed
Maybe you should try to learn some respect
But I know you, you really couldn’t care less
Hypocrites don't grow, baby don't you know?
You love to hate me, oh, you’ll never let it go
Somehow you remember shit I haven't done
With your hand to my head while you're holding a gun
If I could turn around, take that time back
But we can’t have it all, isn’t that right?
If i could turn around and take all that effort back
But life isn't fair, don't you know that?
You said,
I don't love you anymore
Grow up, dumb whore, resent me more
Waste of space, I know more
Take a long look in the mirror, the fault is yours
And I was like,
God damn, lighten up, you’re fucking brutal buttercup
Do you ever stop to think absolutely nothing I do revolves around you?
It’s a fucking catholic tattoo
Now that it’s all said and done
I know you’ll hate to hear this song
But I’ll make one thing crystal clear
The pain you’ve caused has stuck for years
I thought you’d be there by my side
For the rest of my life
Here I am alone, growing up on my own
Your words always on replay, ever since you went away
And now you love to say
I don't love you anymore
Grow up, dumb whore, resent me more
Waste of space, I know more
Take a long look in the mirror, the fault is yours
And I was like,
God damn, lighten up, you’re fucking brutal buttercup
Do you ever stop to think absolutely nothing I do revolves around you?
It’s a fucking catholic tattoo
That's My Kink
You’re not the first and
Won't be the last, cause
I think I’m cursed, I’m getting typecast
Selfish bitch what do you need?
Take advantage of me?
I never think, and I just do it
Drop everything cause baby that’s my kink Getting walked all over
Man, aren't we in sync?
But now I’m tired, I’m shuttin’ down
I’m pullin’ away cause baby this sucks
I’ve given everything to each and everyone
To come into my life pretending like they care
Only to get thrown away after giving everything I’ve got
I’m giving up, I’m giving in
Taken for granted too many times
You’re the snake, What’s it like?
To be the one on the other side?
I know you’ll tell yourself somethin’
That makes you feel better for killin’ your one true love
But for now i'll suck it up
Outside there’s snow and
I’m getting cold cause
You said you needed all of my coats
I guess you reap what you sow
But you taught me to grow
But now I’m better, Or maybe bitter
Can’t trust a thing but i'm not getting hurt
You can’t project your insecurities
I'm coming back, I'm growing up
I'm cutting’ you off cause baby you suck
I’ve given everything to each and everyone
who’s come into my life pretending like they care
Only to get thrown away after giving everything I’ve got
I’m giving up, I’m giving in
Taken for granted too many times
You’re the snake, What’s it like?
To be the one on the other side?
I know you’ll tell yourself somethin’
That makes you feel better for killin’ your one true love
But for now I'll suck it up
Day after day you manipulate
I can’t help but think maybe I should be blamed
My back’s giving out from all this weight
And I don’t have the time for this shit anymore
I’m giving up, I’m giving in
Taken for granted too many times
You’re the snake, What’s it like?
To be the one on the other side?
I know you’ll tell yourself somethin’
That makes you feel better for killin’ your one true love
But for now i'll suck it up
I’m giving up , I’m giving in
Taken for granted too many times
You’re the snake
What’s it like?
To be the one on the other side?
I know you’ll tell yourself somethin’
That makes you feel better for killin’ your one true love
But for now i'll suck it up
Heroin
I’m sippin’ alcohol like there’s no tomorrow
I’m shooting up so my thoughts disappear
I still have all the shirts you let me borrow
I still have that tattoo of your name behind my ear
You tweeted out that you're having fun, again
Even though we just finished a fight, how silly
And you're the one who got me hooked on heroin
I guess you really wanted me to die that badly
What a shame
Now stand back and watch me go up in flames
I’ve been talkin’ to mirrors to find myself
But i still feel small
You can keep your head high wearin’ your crown
But i won’t take this fall
You tried to set me up so I would sink and drown
I can feel my chest closing in
Every other month I try again to come down
It’s the middle of july and I’m still shiverin’
What a shame
Now stand back and watch me go up in flames
What else can you call me to put me down
I’ve been through it all
You can keep your head high wearin’ your crown
But I won’t take this fall
Pretty facade
I know you’re not
And I’ll stand my ground
You can't hold me down
I won't be silenced
Or stay compliant
I'll rise up again
And you'll see my name
Sticks and stones you can't hold me down
I've been through it all
Now you're scared of my voice take off your crown
Now i'm standin’ tall
Hide & Seek
You took my heart and broke it
Like it was yours
And I'm to blame
You took my heart and burned it
You stabbed the knife and turned it
Now I’m caught in the flame
My turn to hold the reigns
And make you pay
Now, let’s play the game
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
I took your neck and broked it
I felt your heartbeat slow down down down down
I’m even stronger than you were now
I’ll have a toast with your red blood
Warm red blood
Now that you’re forgotten
You can’t call me the rotten one
Now let’s play the game
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
Come play hide and seek for the rest of the night now
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
Come play, all night
Come play, all night
Come play, all night
I’ll be lookin for ya to destroy ya, I can’t wait to kill you
Keep it Together
You’re checkin’ up on me every hour every day
But as I recall you were the one to push me far away
And you’re still double tappin’, I see nothin’s really changed
And you’ve put your silly antics out there fully on display
Keep it together
You should’ve known that it was over when you went behind my back
So pick yourself up, girl come on let’s try to show some class
The days will keep on movin’ and they'll leave you in the past
Cause three years is too long to stay this overly obsessed, oh
Keep it together
Now I’m watching you fall apart
Yeah I'm watching you fall apart
You’re so vain
What is it you're trying to gain?
Isn’t it sad you’re trying to come back?
Just so I remember your name?
There’s no place for you in my lane
I hope you got your 10 minutes of fame
Listen I get it must be hard watching me deal with success
But those feelings, yeah, they’re for your friends and never for your ex
Better yet just keep them to yourself it’s really not a flex
You’re losing it for something that never stood a chance
Keep it together (x4)
Now they’re watching you fall apart
They’re all watching you fall apart
You’re so vain
What is it you’re trying to gain?
Isn’t it sad you’re trying to come back?
Just so I remember your name?
There's no place for you in my lane
I hope you got your 10 minutes of fame
The moral of the story is stop creepin on your ex
And thank you for the breach of trust I learned to move on fast
If it weren’t for you, oh baby, yeah this song wouldn’t exist
Now you’re blocked, unfollowed, gone I took out all the trash
Keep it together
Now we’re watching you fall apart
We’re all watching you fall apart
You’re so vain
What is it you're trying to gain?
Isn’t it sad you’re trying to come back?
Just so I remember your name?
There's no place for you in my lane
I hope you got your 10 minutes of fame
Keep yourself together girl